sick.

im sick again. uurrrgh. wonder why mr. sickness keeps targeting me nowadays.

according to joseph, it's dehydration.

according to sue zai it's err leftover dirty stuff in my body Xp

fever, sorethroat, headache.

go figure.

watched alice in "underland" again Xp

16

today, i walked up SIXTEEN FLIGHTS of stairs.

talk about extreme exercising.

random stuff.

ehex. random blog. cuz all random stuff. did my nails today in lacey style.

its what you can say

"远看似副画~近看似猪排"

hehehe. read that in canto.

it means you see from far looks nice see from near looks like shit. hahhah.

went to giza after dinner and bought this 2% drink and the kinder-egg thingy with this ugly looking toy dude upon which dude insists is our kid, which is why i keep bullying IT. Xp

dude's idea. then he kept complaining

"like this need 4 bucks ah??"

hahahha. anyway. that's all. tomorrow class at 9~CHASE!!!!!!

kiki

okay since there's nothing to blog about since im back at home and i spent the whole day sleeping and not replying dude's msg-es i hope he's not angry Xp

SO im going to blog about the smallest kid in the ngui family~the one with a hell of an attitude to go by, as a matter of fact -.-"

MY DOG~LICKY!!!!!!

okay before you start saying that his name's weird met me explain Xp

cuz when he first came he was licking and licking (at nothing in particular) non-stop, so there fore the name came to existence Xp

you can call him ki ki also~he goes by that too Xp

hahahaha!!!

he's a brown and white shih tzu, but none of the shihtzu's i have ever met is like him lo -.-"

even the last one i had-happy (okay name-giving to dogs in my family is a bit weird okay??Xp)-was not as stubborn and snobby and irritating as this one lo.

let's talk bout name giving in my family first. ahaha.

the first dog we had, a mini pinscher was named, ta-da! CUTIE. ahahahahah. i gave her that name. she was not even close to cute cuz she was like the fiercest dog i had, but she was sooo tiny XP HAHAHAHA!! well, she was more obedient compared to my other dogs.

next, HAPPY!! black and white shihtzu. this is the most lazy dog ever. it let us bully him anyhow we wanted all day long =)

then now to licky. well i guess we were used to bullying happy so we did that to licky also but alas he didn't like it. hmmmph. he only loved and adored my daddy -.-. hmmmph. that's why we call him a gay dog XP

so everytime we squeeze and cuddle him he'll fight and fight and fight until we're both too exhausted then we whack him and let him go =) ahahhaha!!

sooooo cute!!

and he doesn't like dog biscuits -.- hmmph. snobby dog. if there's no meat in his bowl he won't touch the food. he'd rather go hungry. and you can kacau his food however you want while he's eating.

hahah!! there was once he was eating and i pushed his food bowl a little further.

licky: *stare

me:*what-you-gonna-do-bout-that-huh-stare-back

licky:*walk forward a bit and resume eating

me:*evil smile *push the bowl again

licky：*stare *walk away

me:*grab him back and put him in front of the bowl Xp ahhahaa!!

then i didn't kacau him already. cuz it's so hard to get him eating Xp heheheh!

cute right???!!

licky emo-ing, staring at the door, sitting on me!!

my wet baby, just finish bathing him =)

him emo-ing again.

just fell sick and he hates the meds!!=)

yamcha

it's been a lonnnggggggg time =)

yamcha yamcha yamcha

the violinist

once upon a time, there lived a violinist. she was beautiful beyond compare, and the music she played..to say it was majestic would be an understatement. it was monstrous, thunderous, as if it could move mountains and dry seas with one more, just one more note.

but her eyes...it was cold. there was no other word for it. it was cold. if you stare into her eyes just long enough, you could practically feel your ground give way and fall into the deep, dark, abyss of her empty eyes. her music drew plenty of souls and touched the lives of many, but nothing touched her. music couldn't, poetry couldn't, love shouldn't and charity didn't make any sense to her.

needless to say, she broke the hearts of many young men, heedless to their claims that they couldn't and wouldn't live without her.

what about the violinist herself?? she immersed and buried herself deep into her music, travelling all over the world, trying to find that simple something to tell her what emotion is, and assure her that life is worth living.

one day, on an empty, dusty road. she met someone.

that someone was covered with cloaks, and looked as if he had been travelling on the road for years. ah. someone like me, she thought. he MUST be searching for something in life, also. i'll travel with him, and see where he brings me.

the man taught her so much. how to live in places that looked so bare your breath would whoosh out of you with so much as a glance at it. how to protect herself. how to take advantage of whatever's available. in short, he taught her how to survive.

but he still didn't teach her about life-the laughter, the merriment, the sadness, grief, expectations, joy and everything that made living worthwhile.

one week later, he told her to leave. he said that he was searching for the answer to a question.

"what question??"

"the answer to THE question."

before she turned her back on him, she got something from him, wrapped in a tight bundle.

"here", he whispers. "you need this.take it."

th violinist took it, left and came to the shade of an oak tree.

she sat on a boulder, and started to open the bundle-a book. she read it.

and read.

and read.

until the tears came out of her eyes, and she laughed as she advanced with the plot, and cried when the heroine died.

she had found life.

i want to find

i want to find

the first blooms of tulips in spring

pushing feebly against the frozen ground

strongly spreading out their petals no matter what

i want to find

the frozen lemonade in summer

the cool drops lubricating weary throats

bringing hope in times of heat and wrath

i want to find

the sound of leaves falling in the autumn

crunching leaves as i step on it

but adds to the world so many colors and strength

i want to find

the igloo in winter

that shields me from the frost and snow

as i hide, safe and warm in it

let me find you, again.

KTM and cheesecake

okay before you start reading ktm has absolutely nothing to do with the delectable cheesecakes.

(fiona is talking with her mum beside me. i still think fiona acts more like the mummy. see she's scolding the mum right now-SO FUNNY Xp)

anyway, back to the topic. ktm. uuurrrgh.

kakitangan malaysia Xp no lah its keretapi malaysia in reality.

anyway..where to start where to start..i'll start with

1) poor schedules

huh. this is like the worst thing concerning ktm. IT NEVER COMES ON TIME!! sometimes you sit there and open your mouth daydreaming, suddenly an irritating buzz comes, saying that the commuter has been delayed -.-

2)mannerless passengers

ooohhh~you finally see one yellow dot crawling (literally. i think i can walk faster lo) towards you. but then, you see it no more. why?? cuz ppl around you have blocked you and stood sooooo near to the commuter thats slowing down as if its the last one on earth. ppfffft. then when the doors open. woaaaah!! ppl behing pushing and squeezing to get their blardy asses inside, while the ppl inside are pushing and squeezing to get their blardy asses outside -.-

3)sardines

finally to wrestle is over and the door has closed. but so what?? you're squashed to a big fat man's armpits and your backside is uncomfortably near to a male. SIGH.

4) poor maintenance

then imagine the scene again. with no air con (hell yeah sometimes its down, this is not FICTION) and yeah. there you go. and then the commuter stops. for no particular reason. for ten minutes at least. tahan. tahan. tahan. YOU WILL SURVIVE!!! sigh. many weaklings have fallen right there and then.

5) arrival

then you FINALLY arrive at your designated stop (pause to jump in the air singing " i believe i can flyyyyyy" before realising that you have to go through hassle number 2 again) *slumps

6) slow feet

seriously. i have no idea why people walk slowly. if you're with your other half and dating, yeah no prob. im fine with that and i'll overtake you. however, no blardy people with brains brings their dates to the station right?? so yeah. i'll step on your feet if you block my way. after get off the commuter, i want to be off and going. not left staring at your backside. pfffft.

as you can see, this is why i hate the commuter. however, I HAVE NO CHOICE!! the only way to go home every weekend is by commuter T-T

wish me luck...x.x

*

on a more positive note, i did a cheesecake today!!

CHILLED DRAGONFRUIT CHEESECAKE.

which means no baking, no hassle, and fast.

the recipe??okay, since you begged for it ^^

Ingredients A :

Biscuit crumble 120g
Butter (melted) 100g

Ingredients B :

Dragon Fruit 2
Milk 100g

Ingredients C :

Sugar 100g
Cream Cheese 500g
Whipping Cream 300g

Ingredients D :

Gelatin 2 tbsp
Water 60g

Methods :

1. Mix the biscuit crumble and butter well and press evenly. Freeze it for 10 mins and use as the base.
2. Cook ingredient B until boiled.
3. Beat the cream cheese and sugar until fluffy and add in the whipping cream.
4. Mix the fruit puree with 2/3 of the cheese batter and 1/3 as the original cheese batter.
5. Double boil the gelatin powder and water until dissolve and add into both batters.
6. Pour both batter into the mould and marble it. Chill for 3 hours and serve.

hehehe~since both bapo and me forgot the dragonfruit when we left for JAYCEE'S place, we improvised. bapo did blueberry cheesecake and thanks to jaycee's brilliant idea, i got one lovely lemon cheesecake done by then.

a perfect white valentine's gift for my dude!!

he was perfectly disorientated when i asked him to pick us up from jaycee's place.

he thought i was still in kajang =)

alah no pictures though. cuz we were so busy i totally forgot bout taking pics =)

*i did my nails while waiting for the commuter today!! see save time save money (no need do manicure mah ^^) and it dried perfectly well even before the blasted thing came -.-

faith.

help me not to be mad at you

bu to remember all the times you tolerated my tantrums

help me not to think that you're lame, for all you do

but to remember all the times you made me smile

help me not to cold shoulder you

but to remember all the times you shined throughout my cloudy days

help me not to regret loving you

but to remember that in loving you there's no turning back

help me not to be sarcastic to you

but to remember you can feel hurt too

help me not to be a bull

but to remember how to forgive, forget or vice versa, anyhow will do

help me to be understanding

and remember that you're human too.

faith-believing that there's something when there seems to be nothing.

movies!!!!

hoho. sorry lah yyesterday beh free blog lah =)

anyway, EXAMS ARE OVEEERRRR!!!!!

and the new term is starting in...let me see..next mon -.-"

lame right??we finish one term to start the other term in the next week=3days or so -.-

as i was saying sadly on wed night,

"fiona~~*sigh...i guess after tomorrow i'll see you only next term then =("

she looked at me for a min, blurrr.

took her a few secs to get my joke Xp (considered slow for her adi looo~i guess cuz she was preoccupied then Xp)

anyway we (james, june dude me sue phui loo peaarle) went over to one u to watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!!!

"WHY IS A RAVEN LIKE A WRITING DESK??"

as june and james already watched it so they only joined us for lunch, heading to mid after.

anyway after super slow service at wong kok we rushed allll the way to gsc to catch the movie, literally catch x.x

and IT WAS AWESOME!!!

almost all the characters got labelled "cutte!!" by me.

seriously. the cat chess was totally CUTEEEE!!

feel like squashing it's cuddly paws and pinching it's face. well. given my history with pets, i'll do exactly that if i owned chess =)

but as dude kindly reminded me, it can disappear =.=

which means it'll be MORE FUN TO TORTURE!!!

oooooohh i can already see myself ambushing it at mealtimes and sleeping time.

i'll add some pics!!!!

seee??ain't it cutttteeeeee??=)

tweedles!!!!!!!so cute!!!!i wish my lil bro was like this.

i mean, fatter and double. and stupid also.

his know it all attitude irritates me >.<

THIS MOVIE IS SOOOOOOOOOO nice to watch!!!

seriously recommend it.

next. UP IN THE AIR!!

errrrr.

i think i wasted too much of my effort and not to mention saliva trying to persuade people to watch this movie lah.

my expectations were toooo high. sigh.

turns out the movie was good but not as great as i expected.

i didn't want the ending to be him flying solo again.

if he married alex or something it would have been waayyyyy much better =(

anyway the alex was pretty but the whats-her-name not so.

anyway bapo told me that she acted in twilight as the irritating friend jessica (seee for this i remember!!)

yup.still as not so pretty as ever. =)

sone pics:

nice movie to watch. just don't expect too much and you'll be HAPPYY!!

anyway i got reminded just now bout kasie when i was kutuk-ing who is pretty and who is not =)

hahaha. last time when i was telling them bout some girl (dunno who i forgot!!Xp-bad memory*shake head) who i thought was sooo pretty till i met her then she was sooo ugly then kasie piped up,

"wowww i think if we didn't know you i think when you go to our fb profiles you'll kutuk us like shit lo!!maybe you won't even go to our profiles."

me: "eheheheh." Xp

anyway maybe maybe not. just ppl being straightforward mah.Xp

the book of eli

today i watched the book of eli with dude. HAHAHAH. forgot to mention it in my last entree so voila!!

i think its super nice =)

its centered on how a guy named eli tried to protect the last bible on earth after a war broke out and destroyed the earth and then the sun came out and blinded the rest.

the gorgeous leading lady, she's so pretty!!! i dont know her name, though. her eyes are huge. reminds me of anne hathaway's ones. =)

then she evolves to become soooooo cool at the end!!*squeal

anyway he's trying to bring the bible west. kinda like journey to the west.

and the backgrounds all severely reminds me of legend.

i was sooooo sad when the dog died =( but i didn't cry lah.

as fiona so nicely pointed out just now, i mmg dont cry easily =)

it's a good thing right??Xp

anyway, i recommend you guys to watch it!! seriously helps you to appreciate things in life.

though the starting may be boring and you'll feel like you're blur, it ends up nice at the ending later.

now dude is saying that he wants to dig a deep hole at his house and bury all sorts of valuable stuff so that when the same thing happens he'll survive =/

bar b q plaza day

okay, the day started with me and fiona getting up superrrr early at 8.45 am to study (okay fine..not THAT early Xp)

why do we study??duhh..of course because today got exam lah!! general psychology T-T

sigh. summore past few days i was studying but ntg was going into my mind (guilty guilty).

but today.....wow. i was amazed by myself.

I COULD STUDY!!and stuff were actually going into my brain. not like one ear in, one ear out lo XP

finally to mood to study kicks in!!though on the day of my exam, but i am grateful nonetheless.

good thing i studied though -.- things i never expected to come out all got asked in the essay part lo -.- thank god i could blardy answer. =)

then i was almost the first to go out!! with phui loo-if you dunno her, well she's usually the first person out of ANY exam-I WENT OUT WITH HER EHH!!

means sama standard lah =) HAHAHA.

so we stood at the corridor exchanging latest bf news and june and dude joined us soon. bout dude, he was sitting next to me during exams. AGAIN. for like the zillionth time or something. everytime exams hor, no matter what kind of sequence of sitting we follow, there he is. sitting next to me. (maybe he bribed the people, i dunno).

oh back to the story. i think we got too high or excited or something. if you know me, my voice kindof obvious cuz a BIT the high pitch Xp then we were making too much noise at an exams corridor. then suddenly for a while we kept quiet. i guess we were looking at people passing by Xp

then a lecturer or somebody important pokes her head out of another classroom.

lecturer: (looks around)

us: (look at her, cuz nobody talking mah)

lecturer: who was it making so much noise just now??(looks at us suspiciously, but totaly not sure)

me: ohhhhhhh. just now a bunch of guys passed by. but then they're gone now.

lecturer: they were making all the noise??

me: yeah =) *innocent helpful smile

lecturer: (stuffs head back into the classroom)

hoho. it works everytime. well, if you don't know me, then it works everytime.

i used this smile too much on bapo, fiona and dude for the effect to take place whatsoever dah.

just flash a smile, and people stop pestering you. well unless for those super 8 wan lah, then cannot help them Xp

anyway after exams everyone ignored the fact that tomorrow there's still exams and that today is not the last day of exams and headed out to play =)

wanted to go to curve but then changed to one u cuz we haven't been to there for agesssss.

then at 5++pm we went to barbq plaza for "dinner". hahahaa.

family deluxe set we had. got loads of meat only 50 bucks!!

their "wok"

me and fiona camwhoring while the boys fooled around.

bapo and kok kok looking at me(!!!) frying stuff

ooh my nose looks so tall and sharp =)

nice pic fiona took =)

kasie and the prawn-bffs!!

my grilled corn =)

my korean style "zha2 jiang4 fan4" Xp Xp

kok kok fooling around making vegetable preserve sauce

kok kok's face after dude challenged him to eat the pork oil fat thingy.

fiona said my eyes very bright oh ^^

dude =)

tu lah fiona and bapo kept pestering me to take a special pic-something not normal

they dont like my sweet smile =(

so i took this!!

anyway after dinner we all headed diff places =)

fiona and kasie went to shop with sai ma(small mother in canto aka yi hai cao xiao jie)

the two couples left we mah go baskin robins loooo~today is wed PINK DAY!! which means that if you have anything pink on you you get to buy a double scoop ice cream for the price of one~wooohoooo!!

my world class chocolate and piece of cake =)

verdict:NICEEEEEEE~

bapo's errr cookie dough thingy and something else.

verdict: the cookie dough thing is nice!!the other, errrr.

the seats soooo small lo~my feet is behind ppl's head -.-

imagine sitting at a movie knowing full well that people behind you can see your every move -.-

and that their smelly stinking feet is there too -.-

taaaa. that's all for today. HAVE TO STUDY LAH!!!!

music and blogs

blogs, are for reading.

so when music comes into the equation, forgive me for running away as fast as i can.=)

my equation:

blogs=reading=pleasure

music fans:

music+blogs=pleasure

my renewed formula:

music+blogs=WHAT THE HELL IS THAT??!!

AHAH.that's exactly how i felt when i went to fiona's blog.

well of course i had my "ku gou" music box on, with jin sha's "wo jie yi" (i mind)-super nice song!!!so download and listen-then all of a sudden i heard freaky music.

the first thing that came to mind: am i in a horror movie??

turning my head around confirms that no, im in cova. not japan or korea Xp

secondly: is that sound coming from, noooooooooo, my laptop???!!!!

i put my head nearer to my laptop to confirm this

(no, i may look like an idiot doing that but i assure you, im not-and my ears works fine, just that the living room was noisy lahh)

and presto! it WAS coming from my laptop.

another 30 secs to realize that im not under direct threat from anywhere, and that it was coming from fiona's blog -.-

plus today i had to go to her blog for numerous times today, i got shocked EACH AND EVERY TIME i click on it -.-

then faster find the button to click before any of the horrible (sorry alice in wonderland!!) music penetrated my ears anymore -.-

and even worse i got into a blog sooooo messy that i couldn't find the button to deactivate it. hmmmm. or maybe it was a trick SO THAT EVERYONE IS FORCED TO HEAR THE STUPID MUSIC!!! i mean the blog was so terribly jammed with her own photo's and links that i just beh tahan -.-

clicked the nice button. you know which one?? the one right up there. right side. yep, in the form of an alphabet. exactly. X.

i dun mind if the music is soothing, but sometimes you get those SHOCKING heavy metal ones. uuurrrghh. or like han's punya, slutty music. no offense.

taaaaa.night =)

new skin!!!!

AHAH.

IT'S FINALLY DONE.

im leaving my childish and lala and ah lian and small but nevertheless CUTEEE blogskin for this much, much, much simple one =)

seeeee??im growing up.

but it's such a hassle to change this and change that that it's no wonder people stick to one and that's final. first, have to click template. then upgrade (thank god there was a button to click that was a guide Xp) then choose skin. then choose color. then you customize it. then you add this add that to make it nice. im so blardy glad it's over.

the outcome??

my back hurtsssss. sigh. that's what you get for sitting on the floor to blog, eve. *pat on my own back* it'll get better tomorrow =)

and dude says my disorder for talking to myself is getting worse Xp

but im proud though!!i did it alllllllll by MYSELF!!

fiona didn't help me this time ya know. she said that i have to learn myself woh.

HAHAHAHA!!!i didn't fail you fionaaaaaaaa!!Xp

*pat myself on the back

*

currently explaining psychological terms to bapo.

so proud of myself.heheh!!

I CAN GANTI YOU SHANKAR!!!!Xp

in my dreams.

dead blogs.

uuurrrghhh.

this world (or at least, the cyber one) has soooo many dead blogs.

just finished chiding sue zai for not updating her blog (*tsk tsk!!) and then from the other corner pulak came lou dao (daddy in canto)'s giggles as she said she, also only blogged for THREE TIMES (THREEEE TIMESS!!!THREEE!!AS IN ONE, TWO, TTHREEEE!! THAT THREEE!!) and then she stopped dah.

"how many years ago was the last time you blogged??!"

my indignant voice piped out.

her response: more laughter.

when it comes to blogs, i cannot stand reading blogs that are not updated (sue zai, if you're reading this, yea that comment was specially for you Xp)

imagine going to a blog, having high expectations and thrills to know what's going on with someone's life, thenn...

POOF.

THUMP.

THUMP.

THUMP.

THUMP,THUMP.THUMP.

no, that was not my foot stamping.

that was firstly my expectations dissapearing (hence, the poof) off and then my heart rolling outside the door and falling down the steps. yes, that is how disheartening it is.. sigh.

uuurrrrghhhh.

我的初恋

上天一定是在跟我开玩笑...

呵呵~通常人大概都会这样说吧~不过我没有哦 ^^

上天没有跟我开玩笑!!

我的初恋..是我人生过得非常轰轰烈烈的一段时间..

甜的,苦的,酸的,辣的,咸的..我什么口味都试尽了~^^

今天,突然想到.."好久都没去过他的profile了嘢~"

去到~又看到他跟她的照片咯~

脑中又出现

"哼~她那一fat美wohhhh~"

呵呵~这是一般前女友会想的东西吧~(不过真的哦~她没什么好看的啦Xp）

看看下他们的照片..不知不觉我的嘴角上扬了~他应该过得蛮幸福吧^^

想到他也可以过得很好,心里也蛮舒服的~

这个曾今让我痛苦不慎的男人,也有个好下场嘢Xp

现在...

我过着非常幸福非常开心的生活~

当你知道你百分百地被人爱着,他完完全全地包庇你所有的瑕疵时,那种感觉是非常难得的哦~^^

他也问过我,

"你跟我一起开心一点,还是跟现在那个开心一点??"

白痴~有脑的都不会讲是你啦~

哈哈~

可是真的~现在我比较幸福^^

你,只是非常遥远,淡淡的回忆了.....

希望所有读过的人

都能找到属于自己的那个吧^^

PRESENTATION TODAY.

NOTICE

WANTED!!!!!!!

MR.GUTS

MS.WISDOM

UNC.EXPERIENCE

MS. ELEGANCE

MR.STRENGTH

PRO. TIME!!!!!

IF YOU FIND THESE PEOPLE, THEY'RE HIGHLY WANTED.

MONEY IS NO PROBLEM.

CALL O16-ARE YOU KIDDING ME.