who says gals can't...

i just found out one thing about myself today.
I LOVE PLAYING LEFT 4 DEAD!!! 

yeah it's a guy's game thing. and yeah it has guns and big scary monsters and all you do is shoot.
but hell yeah i blardy enjoyed it!! <3

i have no idea why though. maybe its all the excitement when shooting at the zombies (and sometimes teammates, if they're annoying) and getting all freaked out about the big one running your way, but yeah. it's COOOOL!!
plus you learn alot of teamwork =)

or maybe cuz it's just awesome playing with friends instead of boring computer players =)

btw i was this big dude as soon as i connected into the game @.@
and i moved SOOOO slowly. i know how it feels being fat now. >.<

 but then the big difference between girls and guys is that me and fiona will be yelling at the cc while james and jeremy just calmly shout orders at us. HAHAAHA.
dude told me im too into the game lah.
i think it's because i move the mouse all over the place when im playing. and the keyboard also.
and the table also. 
hahahah!! gan cheong mah!! <3

 i think the way us gals express ourselves is better though, no??=)

CURSE 

THE

GUY

(OR GAL)

THAT

TOOK

MY

PHONE

fiona mentioned something to me that made sense,
malaysian (yes!! in general) tend to not return things that they find to the original owners.

apparently there is this mind set that teaches them,
"yes i found it so its mine. FOUNDERS KEEPERRRS!!"

well duhh unless you absolutely cannot find the owners and cannot do anything otherwise and yes, you have exhausted all other options,
then YEAH.
you can have it.

but duhh!! my phone??! my blardy phone?!
and its not even nice and new. pppffftt!!

shows real nice what kind of people we Malaysians are, doesn't it, ma petite?? *phoney smile*

BLARDY SELF-RIGHTEOUS THIEVES.

(am trying hard not to be racist here and blurt out alot of things i have in mind but to prevent our Malaysian version of CIA-HAH! what are the chances of that, as i said, we're MALAYSIANS-from detaining me and killing me silently i SHALL show a sense of sensibility and be silent) 

*A MOMENT OF SILENCE*


&*^%yt$r!#$r%&$^%*i&&^*&%i&%^$r!!!

i love sushi now!!!!!

 albeit only eating kappa maki and basic stuff Xp

changes.

PEOPLE CHANGE.
everyone does. no one is an exception.

just like how people label their friends.
when they meet, it'll be "oh you're cute!!" or "you're FUNNY" even "i just loooove the way you criticize people *big smile*"

as time goes by, it'll be
"AIYERRR why she like to act cute wan."
"ehh can you stop being LAME??!!"
and
"SHE'S SUCH A BITCH."*big eye roll

sigh. tsk tsk tsk.
friends also like that. husband and wife also like that. bgf ALSO like that.

what makes you like one person at one moment may be the cause that turns you away in disgust from the same person. 

shows alot about humans in general, no??

unnerving but true.

=(

sleep debt and unhealthy eating habits plus a lil' bit of stress has brought me this.
uuuurrrgggghhhhhh jdhsbvianca rawwwrrr!!

bday boy didn't know WHAT HIT HIM

hahahaha yesterday's plan for dude's bday at midnight worked perfectly.
he literally did not know what hit him. AHAHAHAHA!!


anyway it was a stressful day cuz we all wanted the plan to work =)
thank god everything fell nicely into places and that we were all AWESOME SPORTING FRIENDS Xp


so after college dude had to go home cuz his grandma came down from taiping. so we all had time to kill till midnight so we went to mid for dinner since pearle had to meet her friend anyway. after dinner we walked around hunting for the bday cake!! decided on blueberry cake based on majority votes. (well, among the guys lah. james chose 3 Xp)
lepas tu already almost 10 so we left for cova, packed stuff, got my laptop to msn so the bday guy wont suspect that we're gonna bombard him cuz none of his friends online would be a big suspicion, and rushed off to pearle's house to pick her up at kepong at 11.30pm (!!!!) and james dashed off back to sg buloh Xp 
he is, undeniably, one cool driver-albeit an irritating guy sometimes Xp hehehehe.


his parents opened the door for us after they kicked him off to the bedroom and we lighted the cake, knocked on his room door, and VIOLA!!

he wasn't wearing a shirt =)


hahahahahahaa.
anyway, later on got bbq party for his bday. hope he has a great one!! <3


HAPPY NINETEENTH, DUDE ^^

bibitty bitidee BOO!!

RISE AND SHINEEEE!!
hehehehe.

woke up early. so. errr. im gonna bathe and get ready to go out in a minute (literally, a min) so i have to type fast lah =)

anyway a big day's coming up!!! (which is today lah, sorry for being lame)
and im gonna tell you what it's alllll about, TOMORROW. hahahhaha.

anyway tomorrow's dude's bday. sigh.
its the "other partner's bday" that ALWAYS the most stressing. tsktsk.
cuz you see how other ppl do this and that and WOW that for their lovers then obviously whether consciously or unconsiously you will start to compare wan mah right?? RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT??!!

anyway, dah lah.
am off for my uppity tippity bathe <3

just simply put a picture here for show LAH.

taaaa. aiyo fiona went to the batheroom T-T

can't..breathe

no matter where i am, what i'm doing,
the same feeling comes WHENEVER i open a book to study.
(or in this case, open my laptop to study)

IM CRUSHED BY BOOOOOOKSSS!!
and/or knowledge.




wish me luck-or more appropriately, wish me all the best in my EXAM later!!
since i said "he needs knowledge not LUCK!!" when my friend wished another on his way to the exams.
in a smart-ass, standoffish way, now i realized Xp (like joseph Xp)

forgiveness...NOT!!

Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"

 Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.

TU LAH, forgive and forget.

but i say,

 FORGIVE BUT DON'T FORGET!!

no one wins in a war,
ANY war.

muahahaha =)

CAUSE 

I'D 

RATHER 

HURT 

THAN 

FEEL 

NOTHING 

AT 

ALL

tell them all i know now

shout it from the roof top

write it on the sky love

all we had is gone now

tell them i was happy

and my heart is broken

all my scars are open

tell them what i hold would be

impossible, impossible

hmmmm. let's see.
what did i do today..
went for the stupid ptptn thing lah!!

shouldn't have went so early. cuz i had class at 3.30 pm mah, so i decided to go at 2pm.
in the end they changed the venue so i went all over segi before i found out that it wasn't at auditorium B, but at the stupid smaaaaalll loan department. 

i went there and went, @.@
it looked like a blardy disaster victim centre.
people sitting on the floor (and mind you, it was a corridor) chatting, walking around, wow.
to sit down and join them would be taking embarrassment to a whole new level.

so,
i went to find sue zai and had lunch with her ^^
after lunch me and her toured the whole college to find the ptptn victim centre again.
soooo many ppl.
uuuurgh. in the end i beh tahan already i just cut queue and squeeze to the front (see being tiny has its uses-even sue zai approved!! she gave me this idea. dun think that she's so goody goody lah Xp) and you know what?? the people there didn't care that i cut their line @.@
so i just went from right to left nd left to right (cuz i needed this person to check and that person to get stamp and another to sign -.-)


so, in conclusion, dun take ptptn loan. until segi sets up a different booth for adp-ers.


and then in class we had to do a greeting card for father's day and a poster too.
guess what i forgot to save it and just shut down the comp. and no it wasn't there already when i on it again. sigh. blardy day.

so i finished early anyway (earlier than sue lah as usual)  so me and fiona went to the front of segi-you know, the place with the stone lions and all-where no one goes to even though it can be counted as one of the nicest place in segi. they only go there to take pictures for segi brochures -.-


anyway, fiona dared me to climb up the tall tall pillar (she thought that i couldn't climb up, you know, due to size and all) excuse me people like me use BRAIIIN wan lo!!
heheheh. i climbed up the staircase holder then slowly crawled to the pillar. scary, but exhilarating. i guess both of us needed a little excitement for our dead lives, as our conversation on the pillar showed. 


actualy, it was quite nice to sit there, dangling our feet and chatting about anything and everything.
until, one stupid keipo indian (HE WAS IN WHITE!!! WHITE!!!)  went and point at us from the guardhouse so far and one guard headed in our way.
duuuh. of course we scampered off.

before that a policeman passed by right under us but didn't bother to look up. (now i know why people can hide at the ceiling in movies already. people just don't look UP.) 
but thanks to that INDIAN IN WHITE!! we cannot continue our daydreaming.
and no, im not racist.


dude ah, hmm. dunno lah. sick of being angry at him. i'll just keep it neutral.
sombody said, "never start a war unless you know what you can achieve through it and how to conduct it".


so, suan lah. but it doesn't mean i have to be nice to him =)


p.s. yerr mummy wan me to go back home for sistah's bday on fri but dude's bday on sat and i dun wanna lie to her x.x latest also sat must go back x.x

updates updates updates

anyway ahaha see i haven't been posting again >.<
well last week was hectic with preparations for the pool party and promotions and meetings and all.
in the end turned out that i needn't attend the pool party after all, since mummy wants me home before sunday and i had a wedding dinner anyways.

****

speaking of, dude had a WONDERFUL time at the pool party without me.
yeap, which explains the absent messages when i was at the dinner, even though my phone battery ran out when i didnt manage to tell him and i expected at least ONE message when i got home but, NIL. ZILCH. ask HIM.

what was he up to then??? hmmm. busy making friends with other females from the population, since he had the rare opportunity where i wasn't there and VOILA!! the noose around his neck dissappeared.
oh, im SURE he felt like a new man. TOTALLY.

off he went to make friends with 3 lil girls from dunno where. ("oh i made friends with 3 girls. very funny wan their names. all start with S wan. james was also there.") WHO WOULD HAVE ANY DOUBTS WITH JAMES THERE??

then it oooh lala off to the dance floor with the 3 pretty things in tow. (i also danced at the dancefloor. hahaha!! i found out that i dunno how to dance.")

nice censored version, dude.
you are soooo gonna get it. from me.
consider yourself warned.
like i said, you had a WONDERFUL time without me.=)

****

anyway nonsense over, today i watched toy story 3!!!!! hehehehe.
errr. it was only so-so lo for me, cuz i was expecting something better cuz i heard soooo many good reviews, from friends and xia xue blog and newspaper and everything. tsktsk.

heartwarming at places, while others i just spent time looking at the details of each and every toy.
and OH!! buster's soooo old already >.<
he was soooooo extremely cute during toy story 2 >.<

the guys were saying that it was time to go back home and play with their toys after the movie Xp

busy as a bumblebee

have been extremely tired and busy past few days to even think about blogging Xp

even THINKING about blogging made me feel exhausted. that was how tired i felt Xp

why have i been busy??
this is why lah.

1. DUDE'S BACK!!!
yeah i know i mentioned it adi but i cant help gloating still =)

so long never see him adi so i mah teman him more lah ^^
cant get enough of himmmmmmmmm =)


2. white house stuff
pool party coming this weekend. grrrr. very ma fan (troublesome) and tiring lah the preparations.
promotions, preparations, and cutting the nata de coco...NO I AM NOT RELIVING THAT NIGHT WHERE I SLICED AND HACKED, AGAIN AND AGAIN AT THE NEVER ENDING POT OF NATAS. my finger almost quit and slipped off my hand in admittance of defeat x.x


3. waking up early everyday.
monday-jeremy had morning class
tues-buy stuff for white house promotion and class-to-class promo
wed-major promotion day
thurs-"grocery" shopping day
fri-SLEEPING IN!!!! awesome!!


am gonna sleep till i drop.
and still continue sleeping =)

tomorrow bapooo's bday ehh!!
hope she has the best buffday EVAHHHHH~!!!!

ATCHOOOOOOOO

HOHOHOHO

dude's back!!!have seen him and am feeling extremely satisfied and at peace with myself =)

p.s. IM SICK. FLU. SNEEZING LIKE I HAVE NEVER SNEEZED BEFORE.
not to mention coughing my guts out at night x.x

movies

okay, dude not being here and being here last week propelled me into watching movies.
ALOT.

hahaha so im gonna tell you which movies are nice and which are sooooo not.

first up, DEAR JOHN.

only verdict: AWESOME.

oh and also: WATCH IT!!!!!

made me feel like writing letters furiously. hahaha. yup letters can be kept and reviewed again decades later.

or burnt, as shown in the movie when you're upset =)

next up, SHREK FOREVER AFTER.

verdict: ITS SHREK SO I LIKE IT!!!

hahahaha.welllllll. it wasn't as awesome as the first one lah, but deemed a suitable ending (for me) for the shrek saga.only funny part was the CATastrophe and riDONKEYlous part =)

and also the puss-in-boots big eyes moment!!! i LOOOOOVE watching him act cute, don't cha??

(btw i watched it twice Xp)

also, KILLER (or KILLERS??)

verdict: GOOOOD, but date night was better =)

wow. well it has Katherine Heigl and Ashton Kutcher, with her always the happy-go-lucky excited one, as seen in THE UGLY TRUTH. and he was hoooooooooot. and sexy. made me wish malaysia hadmore guys like that T-T 

THE BOUNTY HUNTER.

verdict: hmmm. not that good actually.

it was a bit boring (which explains why i have drawn a blank thinking about the movie)

boy is aniston hot!! how did she managed to maintain such a body when she's like, 40?????

or more.

PRINCE OF PERSIA

 

verdict: hmmmm. so-so.

i dun really like these kinda movies and watched it only cuz shrek got the short straw back in kajang Xp

welllll, i remember leaving with a feeling of awesome-ness but i dun really remember why.

but the ending was a bit stupid though. like he went through allll that, then he's back in the present and everything never happened -.-

okay thaaaat's all. DEAR JOHN's definitely my fav =)


p.s. chasing the gossip girls series now. i know, too free ntg to do right?? hahha. would love to chase ugly betty too, but it wasn't available =( gossip girl is soooo stressful. getting to laugh about ugly betty would be nice =)

spaghetti

haha. when i see "100 posts" at my profile i dun feel like blogging lah.
100 is such a perfect, nice number. Xp

but i HAVE TO BLOG!! aha lets just say there's this torrent of words inside of me spitting to come out. HAHA.

anyway i am GOING TO dig into sue's awesome spaghetti!!! heheh.
sometimes i feel that she's really like my mummy Xp HAHAHHAHAHA.

dude would be happy to know that someone's looking after me even when he's gone.....

HAHAHHAHAHHA. he's not dead lah =)
cant wait for sunday to come!!! so i can hear his voice.
cant wait for monday to come!!! so i can drop into his arms =)))

but its only tuesday night =/
time passes awfully slow when you want to to dask away, ain't it??

my 100th post

number 100, and im busy emo-ing about dude.

grrrrr. no sense of self-worth without him =(
okay lah. LESS sense of self-worth.

now waiting for him to online, IF he onlines.
life is unbearably hard without him. that's why i keep repeating "I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" to him =/

so my posts these few days will definitely be emo. be warned.

to dude: NEXT TIME I'LL GO FAR FAR AWAY FOR ONE WEEK AND LETS SEE HOW YOU'RE GONNA COPE WITH THAT!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. this definitely isn't healthy. obsession.

unbalanced

i am all alone in the house, with only the whirring of the fan and the odd shrieks from the insane at the pool downstairs to distract me.

i am all alone in my heart, with only the interruption of memories fleeting through and the knowledge that one week is all it takes to go through this as the only thing that sustains me.

i am all alone today, as having made no plans to bluster up my life and only the certainty that i wont be sleeping alone at least keeps me sane.

i am UNBALANCED.

2012

seems like dying's the big issue nowadays.
well, to the people around me lah~haha.


hmmm. i prefer not to think about it though. freaks me out. 
just appreciate things as they are now then boleh lah.
the suns still gonna be that preettay.


as harry potter says,

"the last enemy that shall be destroyed is death"

i believe that there is my big father up there waiting for me =)

GRAPHIC DESIIIIIIIIGN

oh so today i had my first graphic design class.
by the same ol' miss dilla who taught us design two terms ago.
which meansssssssssssssssssssssssss...

*maniacal laughter*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
for graphic design

*more maniacal laughter*

well lets see what we did in class today ^^
i felt like the best pupil in class. HOHO.
miss dilla even said she didn't know how to give me marks.
(lets just accept that im in denial and that i wont interpret that line in anything other than as good remarks from the lecturer ^^)
(p.s. remember the maniacal laughter-you dun want me to turn out like that forever right??)

well, the BEST pupil...
until i turned right and saw a MASTERPIECE on sue's comp -.-
she always experiments with all styles and form together one awesome piece.
(I HATE HER IM GONNA PUT SNAKES IN HER PILLOW POISON HER MILO RIP HER MATTRESS BURGLAR HER HANDBAG HIDE HER HANDPHONE AND LASTLY THROW HER FAV PIGGY SON OUT OF THE 16TH FLOOR BALCONY)
*maniacal laughter*

you knew i was joking, right??


I AM JOKING -.-
now i just have to convince myself ^^

anyway...ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

btw the awesome font- is it familiar?????
ITS THE SUPER AWESOME FONT USED FOR HARRY POTTER FILMSSSSSSSSSS~!!!!!

haha and guess what's it called. PARRY HOTTER!!!!!!!
i know i couldn't believe it at first but then there it was on my own version of adobe CS3 illustrator.
HAHAHAAHAHAHA. what a stupid name for an awesome font.
so awesome i even proof-read it on the screen first.

i wrote:

Evelyn Ngui,

i love you.

from, 

Harry Potter.

ITS THE SAME FONT!!!

it even had little thunderbolt shapes on the Potter "P".

side info: my E also had thunderbolt shapes as opposed to fiona's F so it means that...HARRY POTTER'S MINE!!!!!!!

*maniacal laughter*