Monday, January 25, 2010

me.


there are some people who say that
"im me. you cant change anything about me."
there are also some that say
"okay. i'll change. for you"
others are right in the middle
"oh really??" change for a few days, then go back to their old ways.

people are complicated. this is an understatement Xp
seems like there's a story behind everything you see and do.
you may think that everything is simple, then people make things hard for you pulak.
("i dont like this about you..change this..change that...change every blardy thing")
so you get more conscious, thinking bout every single thing and every one's feelings
("why cant you just be yourself??change this..change that..bla change bla")
so you BE yourself
("why cant you be more like xx yy zz?? cant you bla shit bla urine")
GET IT??
or you be like sue zai (Xp)
("maybe not everything is as simple as you think leh..maybe ppl got reason wan leh..)
which brings you back to "so you get more conscious...bla bla" up there
seeeeee??its a never ending story.

so, in conclusion, im going to be MYSELF =)
hoho. so people who get trampled on the way, sorry~ who ask you not to get out of my way~Xp

p.s. starers sucks. (instead of stalkers who stalk, we have starers who stare Xp)
i personally think that they have some psychological prob (well, i AM taking general psychology now Xp), that to get all the abuse and pain and torture out of their minds and memories they have to STARE. yeah. just blardy staring.
victims?? GIRLS. those more prone to fall victim?? GIRLS walking at the sidewalks alone.
i think it must give them some kind of blardy satisfaction to be able to wolfwhistle or "ah moi?? ah moi??"-ing at some poor little soul and see them scurrying off as fast as they can.
-.-"
blardy you!!
we, as girls, are not able to retaliate or show some "nice" finger gestures (that i would blardy give a few fingers in return to show to them for) because what would this get us in return???
more wolf whistling -.-
more "ah moi ah moi"-ing -.-
i think they are more encouraged when we do that. SIGH.