the spinning of the washing machine whishes round and round.
other than that, pure silence.
i find that i have come to peace with having no connections with others, no interruptions; just me alone. catching up with chores, stumbling about the internet, keeping my surroundings spick and span, and feeling a type of calm induced self improvisation.
i have friends that simply can't be left alone; that can't live without that accompany of others surrounding them the whole time; they crave affection and connections.
which makes me think-is it caused by a low self-esteem?? or by loving to communicate??
i used to be like this too.
if it is so, then do we blame parents for letting their kids adopt this kind of mind set?? or should we blame the education system of the country itself?? rarely do we see people wandering alone and coming to peace with themselves.
i have no answer, but if all is happy with the ways things are, why not??
plato's cave sure never came to without any reasons for it.
this blog is messy, just pieces of my mind churning around.
i shall just add some emo picture =)
